Monday 6 January 2014

An Interview With Decoy!

Today I had the opportunity to interview the greatest rock band of our time, Decoy! Everyone knows these guys have a crazy lifestyle and their good looks land them in a heap of trouble but I want to find out more from these cheeky rockers. Keep reading to find out the answers to my questions that I have been dying to know, along with many other women. Find out if the men have secret women in their lives and read about the two gorgeous women in Rhys and Jax's lives who you have all named The Degirls!

Hi guys! How are you?

MAX: Better now I've seen you

Always the charmer Max.

MAX: (Laughs) You know me well.

So question number one, how does it feel to have your life all over the media?

JAX: It doesn't make it very easy.
RHYS: But we knew that before the paps started following us.
LEO: Yeah, we knew what we was getting ourselves into.
MAX: It's part of the package.

The paparazzi do love to follow you and I know that you like to keep your private lives as private as possible. Is that hard to do? To keep your public profile and your private life separate?

RHYS: It can be, it was really hard in the beginning but I think we've finally got the hang of it.
MAX: At first we were just buzzing because we had finally made it. Leo didn't care where he put it.
LEO:  I think you will find that Max and Jax were the bad ones, gave us all kind of bad press.
JAX: You loved the attention Leo, if it wasn't for the bad press then you wouldn't have your play boy drummer title.
LEO: It's better than Max's kinky guitarist label.

How much of what's in the press is true? Is it all bad?

JAX: It's 50/50. Sometimes the lies can come from a little truth. They just want to make as much money as they can so they make a boring story more interesting.
LEO: Some of the earlier stuff wasn't all lies though!
MAX: Yeah like Jax's pictures stumbling out the clubs!
JAX: Ha! Like you were innocent!
RHYS: Lets not forget Max's home photos.
MAX: Oi! I didn't know she had taken those pictures. You might be the good boy now Rhys but before Sophie caught you, you were just as bad.
DECOY: (Laughing)

How does it feel when you read about the lies and people believe them?

MAX: If they wanna believe it, let them.
JAX: We can't really do anything about it. They choose what they want to believe.
RHYS: Our true fans know what we're really like.

Does your career effect your private lives with your families and relationships? How did you find it Rhys?

RHYS: Well when I met Sophie, our lives were starting to get a little crazy. So she decided to keep herself hidden from the pubic. It was hard to spend time together but I can understand why she did it.
LEO: She just didn't want to be seen with your ugly mug. (Rhys smacks Leo on the back of the head)
MAX: Everyone who is close to us understands what we do and what comes with it. I don't know about relationships but it doesn't effect my families life very much.
JAX: It can effect Finley a little. If he wants to go out to a friends or his school is planning a trip we have to be extra safe and if we want to have a family day out, we have to be prepared for paps to be there but Finley actually loves the cameras.
RHYS: Yeah the little dude thinks it cool when he sees pictures of himself.

Is it hard now for you to find a girl who isn't interested in you because you are in a famous rock band?

RHYS: It can be but I knew as soon as I met Sophie that she wasn't like that. She doesn't even like our music.
MAX: Nearly every girl we meet is there because she's at a gig or a she knows where we are. It's rare that we spend time with women who aren't there because of the band in the first place.
JAX: It is hard. You can never really know but I just hope Max and Leo are lucky like Rhys and I. I met Kendal before we were even signed, before the paparazzi so I know I'm safe. (laughs)
LEO: I'm gonna be fine, don't you worry. I know an honest girl when I see one.
MAX: I'm not going to worry about that for a while yet. Too early for me.

How do you cope with your fans?

MAX: (Laughs) They can be a handful sometimes.
JAX: We have the craziest fans out there.
LEO: But we wouldn't change them.
RHYS: We love them too much.
JAX: We wouldn't be here without them.

What would a girl have to do to get you to notice her? whats your type? Seeing as Max and Leo are the only single ones, I'll let you two answer this one.

LEO: Just to be herself. There's nothing worse than a girl who's faking everything just to be with you.
MAX: Can you remember that girl last year?
LEO: Don't remind me.
MAX: HA! This girl pretended to live in the same apartment building, love everything Leo did and acted like she had no idea who he was.
JAX: She turned out to be his biggest stalker, followed him everywhere and we found out she travelled with some other groupies to every gig we did that year.
MAX: I have a thing for red heads and brunettes. Olive skin, green eyes, gorgeous figure and knows how to have a laugh.
RHYS: He's not picky at all.
DECOY: (laughing)

If you wasn't in Decoy, what would you be doing instead?

JAX: Probably just a regular job but I would perform locally because I couldn't stop myself from playing.
RHYS: I'd be the same, I would still have to play some way or another.
MAX: I would be with some other band, I'm made to be loved on stage.
LEO: As much as he just sound like a douche, I would say the same.
JAX: (laughing) wow, very loyal.

If you had the chance to go back in time, what would you do differently?

RHYS: When I first met Sophie, I ignored my feelings for a while. If I could do it over, I would have made Sophie mine sooner.
MAX: Well I don't have anything sweet like that, but I suppose I wouldn't have gotten as drunk as I did at the beginning of our career. I don't really remember a lot to be honest.
JAX: That's easy for me. I wouldn't have let Kendal slip away from me, we wouldn't have been apart.
LEO: Yeah, mine's pretty simple, I wouldn't have let her walk away from me.

Is there a woman in your life Leo?

LEO: There's a woman yeah, it's complicated that's all I'm going to say.

How did you all meet?

RHYS: I met Jax in school.
JAX: Yeah, well not exactly. We went to the same school but we only met when I decided to take up guitar lessons. That's where I met Rhys, his uncle was the teacher.
LEO: I joined the class a year later, I didn't really talk to them at first. It wasn't until they said they wanted to start a band and needed a drummer that I spoke to them. I already knew how to play the drums, I was just there to learn something extra.
JAX: I went with Rhys to Leo's to see what he was like on the drums and that's where we met Max.
MAX: Yep, I put them to shame with my guitar skills. They begged me to join the band.
RHYS: More like you tagged along and invited yourself. (laughing)

Who gets the most girls?

MAX: Me obviously.
LEO: HA! You wish!
RHYS: I think it's always been Jax.
JAX: Naw, we get an even share.
LEO: Jax just gets a little extra on top. The girls love him to sing to them!
JAX: There's only one woman for me.
MAX: That's why it's now me! Come over to Max girls!

Who would you name the bands flirt? The bad boy? The pretty boy and the good boy?

MAX: I'm all of them apart from the good boy, that's Rhys.
JAX:  No, you're just the flirt, but you're right about Rhys being the good boy.
LEO:  Yeah, Rhys is the responsible one. He didn't used to be though, before Sophie he was worse than Max!
RHYS: I wasn't that bad. I don't know if Max would be the bad boy or flirt. He's bad for the flirting but he gets himself into trouble with it.
MAX: I'd say Jax is the pretty boy, now he has Kendal he's not the bad boy any more.
JAX: Bad boy?
LEO: Yeah! Always in the mags pictured coming out clubs and there was your fighting pictures!
RHYS: So I'm the good boy, Max is the bad boy and Jax is the pretty boy, that makes Leo the flirt.
MAX: Sounds about right.
LEO: Everyone knows I love women! Why can't I have a little flirt.
RHYS: And you wonder why she doesn't talk to you.
MAX: OH! He has you there! HAHAHA!

Tell us something we don't know about you.

LEO: I have a tattoo for a girl.

Woh! Wait! Where and what is this tattoo?

LEO: All I'm saying is it's for the girl I spoke about before.
RHYS: I hate marshmallows

OK, is that a phobia?

RHYS: (laughs) No, I just hate them
MAX: I've never fallen in love.

What? That's so sad! 

MAX: Not really, I've just not met the right girl yet.
JAX: Kendal and I are getting married.

WHAT! Jax why didn't you say before! When and how did this happen?

JAX: It was private, just Kendal and me. It was about two months ago but I thought I should reveal it today. Better coming from me than gossip.

Have you chosen a date for the big day yet?

JAX: Yes but I can't say.

How was your wedding Rhys?

RHYS: Great thanks. Everyone was there, it was a hot day, yeah it was amazing.

How was Sophie?

RHYS: She looked beautiful.

Did you cry?

JAX: I think everyone was emotional.

I heard that was why you and Kendal reconnected, because of the wedding. Is that true?

JAX: A little yeah. Kendal knew Rhys because we was together for two years before the band was even signed. So it was obvious she was coming. I obviously saw her every now and then because of our son but spending an entire day together at the wedding kind of brought us closer again.

Everyone was shocked when we saw that first picture of you together.

JAX: Yeah well, I did want to keep her and Finley quiet and safe from the paparazzi but I guess when I want to spend more time with them, that's not going to happen.

I have to add a congratulations to you Rhys on the news of your's and Sophie's pregnancy.

RHYS: Thank you. We're really happy.

Are you hoping for a boy or a girl?

RHYS: Honestly I'm not bothered. All I want is for the baby to be healthy, Sophie's the same. We want it to be a surprise. Anyway mine and Sophie's baby isn't the only little Decoy baby on the way.

WHAT! You guys are all hiding secrets from us all! Who is also going to be a daddy?

MAX: Don't look at me!
JAX: That would be me and Rhys, you know Kendal is going to kill you right?
RHYS: No she won't, she loves me too much.

JAX! You and Kendal are expecting another baby? Congratulations! How far along is she?

JAX: Thank you, she's only a couple of months along. She actually surprised me after I proposed.

Really? How sweet! Do you think the same as Rhys on the sex?

JAX: Absolutely, but I'm terrified of having a girl. All that fighting off boys gives me a headache already.

Max and Leo, how do you feel about Jax and Rhys both becoming dads now? Are you going to be involved and how do you get along with Kendal and Sophie?

LEO: It's awesome! I can't wait to be an uncle again, Finley is a great kid so I can't wait to meet two more. I love the girls, Kendal is a great mum and I know Sophie will be too.
MAX: Yeah, it's great being an uncle so I can't wait. Kendal and Sophie are like my sisters, along with the rest of the girls. Anyone hurts them they have us to answer to.

The other girls? Kendal and Sophie's friends?

MAX: Yeah. Maisy, Jessica and Tanya.
LEO: Whenever you see one of them there's another right behind.

How are the girls coping with everything?

JAX: Kendal's doing great. She thinks the attention is a little weird though.
RHYS: Yeah, now Sophie has the girls, she's a lot better. I think they're starting to get more attention than us!

Is it easier now that Sophie doesn't hide herself any more?

RHYS: A lot easier yes. I don't blame her though for wanting to keep hidden. She was able to have a normal life because nobody knew who she was. Then she met Kendal and the girls and she seems to not mind any more. I think Kendal being here now, makes it easier for her and I'm glad.

And Jax, how does Finley react?

JAX: He loves it! I was a little worried about him at first but he soaks it up. He loves having his picture taken and thinks it's cool when he see's himself in the papers or magazines.
MAX: The little dudes a pro. When I took him out last weekend some girls were shouting his name, he just grinned and waved just like Jax.
LEO: Kendal was right to name him rock star

Would you do a song with someone like Justin Bieber? Or maybe a female artist?

MAX: HA! Justin Bieber?! No no way.
RHYS: He's a talented guy but he wouldn't suit out music.
LEO: Plus I'm pretty sure our fans can't stand the guy.
JAX: Not Justin but we have been in talks with Ellie Goulding.

A song with Ellie Goulding? WOW. The next question is, are you going on tour again?

LEO: Yes, but not until next year.
JAX: First the new album and then the tour.
RHYS: But we are doing some performances before that.

How did you and Kendal meet Jax?

JAX: We met when we were 18 at a house party. We were hired as the band and Kendal had bright red hair then so I noticed her as soon as she walked in and never took my eyes off her.
MAX: Gag!
LEO: I can remember we ruined a pretty romantic moment when we came out into the garden!

Do Leo and Max fancy Sophie and Kendal?

DECOY: (laughing)
MAX: No they're like my sisters. Very pretty sisters though.
LEO:  They are both gorgeous but no, I see them as family.

Who takes the longest to get ready?

LEO: Max
JAX: Max
MAX: Jax

Who has the most tattoos and would you ever get a girls name tattooed?

RHYS: I only have a sleeve. I don't know who has the most out of them three.
MAX: I think we're all pretty even.
JAX: When ever I have a tattoo they get another.
LEO: No, I think you will find it's when I get a tattoo you two copy.
RHYS: You all do it. If one gets a new tat, you suddenly have to go and get a new one!
JAX: I'm getting Finley's name when the baby comes, so I can do them at the same time. I want Kendal's name but I don't think she would let me.
RHYS: I have mine and Sophie's wedding date.
LEO: I already have one, it's not her name. It's a quote, but I'm not going to say because it's for her.
MAX: No, I wouldn't get a girl's name. I might, but I can't see it happening.

Would Leo and Max want to get married?

LEO: Definitely
MAX: I don't know, maybe. What's with all these serious questions?

Do you think Finley would become a rock star like you Jax?

JAX: I don't know, he enjoys playing his guitar.
MAX: For sure he's gonna be a rocker!
LEO: Yeah I can see him in his own little band.
RHYS: Maybe our kids will form their own band.
LEO: That would be awesome!
JAX: They might be girls.
MAX: Hell no, I can't have a girl.
RHYS: The girls can still be rockers.
LEO: I don't wana think about having a daughter. It's making my head hurt just thinking about it.
JAX: That's what I'm scared of. With Kendal as my daughters mother, I'm going to be warning guys off every where we go!
MAX: Not with uncle Max around. Nobody is getting near my little niece.

And the last question for today. Do you like your groupies?

MAX: Erm easy answer. Yes.
JAX: We love all our fans.
RHYS: We just like some privacy from time to time.
LEO: They're fun, our fans are the best.


Wednesday 25 December 2013

Rockstar's Angel Prologue Unedited

So I promised you all the prologue to my newest instalment from my Decoy series Rockstar's Angel. It will be Tanya and Leo's story but you will also hear a little from Kendal and Jax because I know you love them as much as I do. So here it is and I hope you like it! Oh and by the way it hasn't been edited or proof read. It's literally straight from my brain so if there's any errors I apologize but they wont be there in the final edit. I just wanted to share this with you badly :D



   As soon as Kendal had taken me backstage to her boyfriends bands show and I met the gorgeous drummer Leo, I knew I was in for trouble. I knew out of the four men in the dressing room Leo was the drummer. The other guys were toned and lean with a little muscle but Leo had an upper body that had me melting on the inside. His leather trousers and black tight shirt molded every delicious muscle on his arms and chest. He had dirty dark blonde hair that looked an organized mess but was sexy as hell and the brightest blue eyes that made him look young and playful.

   Instead of nodding their hello's when they saw me, Leo came straight up to me and swallowed me in a tight embrace. "Welcome to the group angel."

   I frowned against his hard chest. "Angel?"

   He pulled me back so he could look me right in the eye. "Yeah, beautiful girl like you with hair so blonde, you look like an angel."

   He walked away like he hadn't just given me one of the best compliments a guy has ever said to me. Leaving me at the backstage door gawping at his back as he walked his way to the stage. Kendal suddenly stood in my line of view, arms folded and shaking her head. "Be careful."

   I shook my head, getting rid of the naked fantasy I was envisioning. "Huh?"

   Kendal laughed at me. "I love the guy like he's my brother but he's a player Tan. Be careful."

   But she didn't understand. It was too late, I was already lusting after the playboy drummer and after watching him on stage as he pounded those drums it only got worse. I was definitely in trouble.

   Five months later, I often fantasized about the big armed Leo pinning me down in secret. I couldn't let anyone know how unhealthy my obsession had gotten for him. I would watch him while he banged his drums on stage and then run into the filthy little arms of his groupies. I hated those girls but when they held all of Leo's attention as he walked off with them I wanted to be them, just so I could have Leo look at me like he did them. He flirted with me most of the time but so did the other guys, apart from Jax of course. If I didn't love Kendal so much I would be all up in Jax's shit but the man I was crazy in lust with was walking towards the backstage area with a dark haired beauty who was way too skinny and was barely clothed. I was sick of watching this shit. As usual I walked up to a good looking guy to get my mind of what Leo would be doing with the skank and gave him all of my attention. A few times I saw Leo notice me once he was back in the main area and I thought that he would look angry or annoyed but I knew that was just my wishful thinking.

   A couple of more months had passed by with more fantasizing. Tonight Kendal has planned a night out for us all. She loves it when we're all together and it's a hard task for her seeing as our guys hate Jax's guys. We went to a great club and I was dressed in one of my favourite short sparkly clubbing dresses. I was in a great mood and I didn't want to get myself in a bad one by watching Leo pay his attention on a girl who wasn't me. So I got drunk and started dancing with a very sexy man, I was having a good time until someone stepped in.


   I couldn't just stand here and watch Tanya dance with some wannabe, she was worth more than that. She deserved better than me but that didn't mean I wasn't going to stop from this happening. Everyone else was way too drunk to notice me stalk in Tanya's direction. Fucking hell she looked gorgeous tonight. She always looks good but I'm struggling to control myself tonight. Usually I drown myself in worthless groupies to make sure I don't approach Tanya and fuck everything up. She's Kendal's best friend and if I hurt Tanya, I would hurt Kendal too. Not that I want to hurt Tanya, she deserves the best and that sure as fuck isn't me. But for tonight I can't help myself so I interrupt. "You mind if I dance with my girl?"

   Calling Tanya my girl felt more good than it should have. I want her to be my girl, lay her down in my bed and claim her as she screams my name. The man she is dancing with immediately stops and steps away from Tanya. It feels better than it should to not see his filthy hands on her body. Fucking little pussy walks away without saying a word. I look back down at Tanya and see she has her nose wrinkled up as she watches the man she was dancing with talking to another girl. Her voice is slightly slurred when she talks. "I'm so glad I didn't end up sleeping with that."

I stand where the pussy was standing before and hold onto her waist. "And why's that angel?"

"Weak men are a turn off." I hold myself from bursting out laughing. Tanya is adorable and I'm also so fucking glad she didn't sleep with the douche bag. The thought of her perfect creamy legs wrapped around his body had me raging with so much anger it scared me.


    Holy shit Leo is standing right in front of me with his large hands on my hips. I can understand why the weak excuse for a man had walked away without saying a single word. Who wouldn't feel intimidated by the sight of Leo after he cut in? He called me his girl! I had to stop myself from doing the happy girl dance in front of him and embarrassing myself.  "You wanna dance sweetheart?"

   For the rest of the night I danced in Leo's arms, my body was hyperaware where his hands were. By the feel of his hardness against my backside as I danced against him, I knew I was effecting him and I couldn't tell you how happy that made me. Leo grabbed tight onto my waist and turned me around to face him, before I could think his mouth was on mine. I quickly accepted and melted into him. Boy could he kiss good! I was quivering with need from his kiss and when he growled against my lips I nearly combusted right there.

   We managed to sneak away to his tiny little apartment that he shared with the band. As we walked through the door tangled in each other and practically eating each other's faces I couldn't believe I was finally here. The dancing back at the club along with months and months of build up were finally coming to this moment were my filthy fantasies would finally become a reality.

   Leo shut the door and pushed me against the wall of his small hallway and kissed me with more passion than I could handle.


   I don't know what it is about Tanya but she gets to me like no other girl ever has. When she started grinding her sexy little ass on the guy she was dancing with I put all rational thinking behind me because I had to have Tanya tonight. Enough of fucking waiting!

   I grab Tanya's legs and she wraps them around me as I walk into my room and kick the door shut behind me without leaving her soft lips. I gently lay her down on my bed and slowly begin to undress her. Which isn't long because all she has on is a little dress and I'm pleased to discover she only has a tiny thong on under it, no bra. Fucking yes! Tanya's body is truly amazing, I have to touch every single part of her body. I've been dying to touch her little curves ever since the first day I met her. I slowly pull down the thin straps that consist of her thong, planting soft kisses down her legs as I go. When they're off I can't stop, I kiss every inch of her skin. I don't know what exactly I'm doing, I've never wanted to treat a girl like this before. I want to treasure every part of her, her long shaped legs, her flawless stomach and I pay special attention to her perky breasts. Receiving moans from Tanya as I lick around her hard nipples. I trail my tongue down her body. When I get in between her legs she is already dripping with desire. I bring her to orgasm with my tongue twice before I let myself slide inside of her. "Fuuuuuk!" I moan as her walls tighten around me, accepting me. "Fucking hell baby, you feel amazing."

   I grind in and out, clenching my jaw tight because she feels unbelievable. Tanya feels so fucking tight I'm sure I'm going to explode any second. "Oh god Leo!"

   If Tanya doesn't stop moaning like that I'm scared that I will finish sooner than I want to. I've been thinking of how being inside her sweet body for months now, I want to savor it. The whole time Tanya clawed at me and screamed my name. She made my balls want to explode violently inside her. I wanted to make her climax at least one more time before I had mine. When I finally spent myself inside of her I had given her four orgasms in total. I'm not a vain man but I'd say that was a fan-fucking-tastic night. I look down at Tanya while she sleeps beside me. She truly does look like an angel. I know for sure that last night will not be the last time with Tanya, I want her all over again already.


   I wake up half lying across Leo's chest, I think back to last night. Fucking hell, Leo is a sex god! I've been with a few men in my twenty years but none of them made me feel like Leo did last night. Holy crap Leo is in a league all on his own. Only a few men have managed to bring me to orgasm before they finish but Leo did. He out did himself! Not only did he make me come before he did but he gave me four. Yeah you heard me, four orgasms! No wonder I fell into a soundless sleep in his arms. I peel myself away from Leo as a mixture of unsure feelings swirl around. Leo and I are friends, we share mutual friends so we spend a lot of time together. What will happen now? Do we tell our friends? I can't see us doing that so that leaves saying nothing and keeping quiet. Will it be back to normal with me and Leo or will it be painful and awkward? God I hope it's not going to be awkward between us. Not only do I have unsure feelings about Leo but he's a great friend and I don't want to loose that. I do know one thing for certain though. After last night I'm scared my lustful feelings for this man could be turning into something more which scares the ever living fuck out of me. I'm totally and utterly fucked. Leo doesn't strike me as a commitment type of guy, he won't want an honest relationship with me. This will only lead to one thing, me being hurt. Kendal was right, I should have been careful around Leo. I shouldn't have danced with him and I definitely shouldn't have come back to his place. I slowly sit up, wincing at the soreness between my legs. I quietly get dressed while Leo sleeps, I manage to do so without waking him but as I'm about to open his bedroom door and run out of this place I hear him say my name. I turn slowly and see he's looking at me in sleepy confusion. He's leaning up on his elbows, the sheet has fallen off his chest so I can see every delicious line of muscle. "Where you going babe?"

   His voice is husky from sleep and sounds sexy as hell, I try to tear my eyes away from his bulging muscles on his naked chest. But it's no use, I can't look away from a sight like that. I wouldn't be a man loving woman if I could. I swallow hard and gather the strength to not charge at him like a crazy woman and say what I need to. "I'm going home."

   Leo looks at the time. "Already?"

   "Look, I don't think we should tell anyone about this."

   He frowns at me and nods. "Fine."

   "OK." I leave feeling like shit. Leo didn't look pleased when I left but what was I supposed to do?

   Another couple of months pass by and I'm pleased to say that not much has changed in mine and Leo's friendship. He still openly flirts with me and there's no awkwardness, I thought he would hate me after the way I left his place but I'm so glad he doesn't. The only thing that has changed is the sneaky little gropes and touches Leo manages to get in when nobody is looking and the few nights we have spent together. I know I shouldn't be going back to him, I know I'm securing my own heartbreak but how could I turn down Leo when I now know how he is in bed? And I'm pleased to report that each night with Leo was as crazy passionate as the first time. The hurtful part is that Leo still acts like the playboy he is. We may have spent some explosive nights together but he still goes straight to the skanky groupies when he gets off the stage or even when we're out with our friends. I shouldn't let it get to me but I can't help it. My feelings are growing for him more each night we spend together. I get so angry towards him. How can he treat me like this and why am I fucking letting him? He's treating me like one of his fucking skanks but when he walks over to me and whispers into my ear, I forget my anger and I spend yet another night with him. I truly am in too deep where Leo is concerned.

   One night I go with Kendal to one of Decoy's local gigs. I love watching them play but I hate having to see the pathetic groupies. They literally beg the guys to fuck them. Jax gets it the worst and I don't know how Kendal copes with it. I hate having to watch girls swamp around Leo but he's not even with me which gives me no right to be jealous. But I am. I watch Leo as sweat drips off him as he pounds into the drums. His shirt clings to him and I feel every pound of the drum as he strikes his hand down hard. As I'm staring at him he looks straight up to me and winks. I can make out his tongue as he runs it along his bottom lip, it sends a fire inside of me. I know exactly what wonderful things that tongue of his can do. It was quick but I saw it and Leo knows that I saw his tongue. The screaming from the groupies bring me back to focus and I see Leo give a girl at the front of the stage a wink which pisses me off. Well if Leo can do it, why can't I?


   That was some awesome gig and the crowd was going wild. We're getting closer to making it, I can feel it. I walk out from backstage, after getting changed out of my sweaty clothes and the first thing I see is a wannabe goth dancing with Tanya. I want to be the one she dances with, I want to be touching that sweet little body of hers, not that fucker. Instead of stopping whatever is going to happen there I decide to go to the bar and try to ignore Tanya's body calling me. She's not my girl so why should I give a fuck what she does? It is bothering me though and an hour later when everyone else is too busy to notice I walk over to them in the corner. The goth has his hands all over Tanya, kissing her soft mouth and I see red. When I reach them I don't even think about what I'm doing, I yank him away from her ignoring her gasp of surprise. The goth glares at me until he realizes who I am. "Hey, cool set man." I ignore him and look to Tanya, fucking hell she's gorgeous. In this lighting her hair looks white. My angel. Tanya's eyes are wide as she looks from the goth and back to me. "Shit, this chick is your pussy tonight? I didn't know, sorry man."

   Before I can punch the guy in the face for referring to Tanya like that he fucks off, Tanya watches him go and then turns to look at me. Shit she looks angry. "Why are you always chasing men away from me Leo! You're a fucking dick!"

   I glide my fingers down her arm, forgetting her anger and lean in close. "I didn't want his hands on you angel. I want you tonight." I hear her gasp and I can't help but smile. "You know I make you feel good baby." I softly kiss up her neck. "Let me make you feel good."


   Leo's words send my body on fire, I badly crave him, I have to have him now. I nod my head and let Leo guide me towards the backstage area, forgetting that I was a little angry with him only seconds ago. As soon as we're inside the private dressing room he locks the door and stalks towards me. His look sends me weak and I have to lean back against the wall for support. Leo crashes his body against mine and growls in my ear. "Looking fucking sexy."

   I whimper and Leo takes that as his cue, smashing his lips against mine and taking complete control of my body. He takes what he wants and he gives me what I need. The loud music covers my screaming as I climax but Leo isn't finished with me yet. After I have recovered he bends me over a table that doesn't look sturdy enough to hold a flower pot never mind me but as soon as Leo slams back into me the table is long forgotten. I feel the burning need of my climax but then Leo quickly moves us over to a chair where I straddle him until we finish together. It was amazing and it would have ended on a good note but just an hour after having mind blowing orgasms with Leo again I watch as two groupies flirt with him. He laughs and the three of them leave together with their arms linked and Leo has a fucking big grin on his mother fucking face. I can't do this anymore. I am not sleeping with that dick ever again!

   Two weeks later I wake up in Leo's bed feeling like this is never going to end. How can I be so weak for this man? I hear footsteps and freeze on the bed. Shit, the guys are here. I shake Leo awake and whisper. "I need to get out of here."  I jump up and quickly get dressed. A knock on the front door stops me moving and I look to Leo. When Kendal's voice comes from outside Leo's bedroom door we both slowly walk closer so we can listen in. As we eavesdropped on my best friends conversation my heart broke for her. When Kendal leaves and we hear Jax slam his bedroom door Leo turns to me.

   "I can't believe she has left him."

   "I guess she has her reasons." Although I am shocked. Kendal loves Jax. Leo frowns at me.

   "I guess I won't have to tell Kendal about us anymore then." I was shocked. So because Jax and Kendal are not together now, whatever we had going is suddenly finished.

   I turn around and snatch my bag from his bed. "If that's how you feel."

   I push past him. "Tan, I didn't mean-"

   "I don't fucking care. I knew this was just sex to you."

   His eyes widen as he stands still. I slam the front door behind me. Fucking dick!

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Did you like it? Please let me know what you think! More sneak peaks in the new year

Friday 6 December 2013

My new book Heat is now released! Yay! It is available on Amazon and smashwords and kobo! Also my book is one of the 6 awesome rock star romance books in the book bundle, Rock Gods of Romance. The bundle is awesome and you should definitely get your copy if you haven't already.

Friday 4 October 2013

Rockstar Girl out now!

If you didn't already know, Rockstar's Girl is out now on Amazon, Smashwords and Kobo! Go and get your copy now.

Saturday 7 September 2013


So, I have posted a blog on my Goodreads account and on my Facebook and Twitter about my giveaway.

If you can help me get up to 200 likes on my facebook page then when my second book in the Decoy series, Rockstar's Girl, is released I will host a giveaway. The giveaway will be some free copies of my new book Rockstar's Girl on the day of release. To make sure you can get one of these free copies make sure you have a Smashwords account

Here is my facebook link if you want to give me an extra Like. Thankyou!

Second teaser for Rockstar's Girl

"I need more Jax."

"Kendal I don't-"


Her voice sounds do dreamy and needy. I stand with my hands still around Kendal and she giggles. The sound is music to my fucking ears. I let her slide down my body and she takes my hand to lead me up the stairs. I'm a little uncomfortable when we walk by Finley's room. Kendal turns and rolls her eyes at me.

"Honestly Jax, do you think parents stop having sex when they have kids?"

She quietly laughs as she walks into her bedroom and sits on the edge of her bed. I can't have sex with her yet can I? This is Kendal and I want to take care of her. Not take advantage, but the way she's grinning at me and beckoning with her finger for me to come, it's hard for me to fight my urges. I step into her room and close the door. I stand in front of her and push her down so she's lying down. Her hair fans out over her bed. I lean over her with my hands either side of her head.

"I'm not having sex with you."

Her eyes widen.

"I'm not turning you down baby. I am going to make you come. But I won't be putting my dick into your pussy until you tell me that you love me."

I see she takes in a huge breath of air. Her eyes water a little so I give her a kiss. I'm fighting my fucking hardest to hold back, but I need to do this.

"I love you Kendal. Always have, I've never stopped loving you."

We stare at each other for a while and a tear runs down the side of Kendal's face. I wipe it away with my thumb but when I take my hand away she catches hold of me. She doesn't take her eyes away from me when she kisses my palm. Kendal reaches up and pulls me down on top of her.

First teaser for #2 in the Decoy series, Rockstar's Girl

When my alarm woke me up the next morning I was shocked. That hasn't happened for about two years! Where is Finley? I sit up in my bed and look around. As if I'm going to find my son on my bedroom floor or something. I get out of my bed and tip toe over to Finley's room, just in case he's still sleeping. When I see him sitting on his bed my heart breaks. Finley has his legs crossed with the toy guitar on his lap. His head is bowed down and he keeps flicking the pretend guitar strings. Finley looks so sad it makes me want to cry. I slowly walk into his room but he doesn't even look up.


His head slowly looks up to me and he catches my breath. He's been crying! And I've been sleeping! I quickly walk and sit beside him on the bed. My arms wrap around him and I smooth his hair with my hand.

"What's the matter Finley?"

He snuffles a little so I give him a little kiss on top of his hair.

"My daddy is gone."

Oh my god! My poor little baby boy. He thinks Jax has gone for good. I won't let that happen. Now that they have found each other they will never lose one another. That's my mission for keeping them apart for nearly four years. I scoot away from Finley a little and place my hands on either side of his face.

"No baby he's not gone."

"I went downstairs and daddy gone mummy."

His voice breaks and he rubs his eyes.

"Daddy has gone home to sleep. He has a house with his friends honey. Daddy will be here again when you finish school."

Immediately his tears are gone and he smiles a little weak grin at me.


"Yes. Your daddy is not going away again Finley. He will always want to see you. OK?"

He nods and gives me a cuddle. Maybe I should have explained this to Finley before he went to sleep last night. After all, he did go to sleep while Jax was still here. He was bound to think he would still be here when he woke up.